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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
birthday falls on 24th MARCH every year


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Tuesday, October 03, 2006 8:59 PM
went back to skl ytd with a letter for the reason why i never come to school. and i was being said as irresponsible. wells, how i know that i have to seek approval from the principal before i can stay at home and study? so, disciplinary actions might be coming after me.. well, i have to face the music wad.. no choice. i do not want to run away lerhs. i know that all things will be possible with God who strengthen me.

ytd was also the last day of the practical lerhs. and i did my first and last chemistry practical.. in the end, i broke a large test tube and hurt myself when throwing it away. come home den realise both fingers got shattered glaases in it.. so i act smart and try to squeeze them out, but it broke further. so now there's no hope lerh.. only can leave it in my pathetic fingers. sigh..

i heeded my teacher's advice to sleep early, so i slept at 11.30pm. in the end, i woke up very early, as early as 2.30am and i cannot get to sleep anymore. today went to school feeling very tired. so took off my glasses.. of cuz i cannot see anything. but then, it's better to do so. haha. then my friend say i look very fierce without the spectacles. cuz she give up the idea of saying HI to me on the bus. lols. funny lar. but i promised, i will smile more. so when your see me smile, don't think that i'm mad. ha.

good that you have realised how important having a positive attitude will help in ur studies. hope that you continue doing so.. yea? study hard. but at the same time must play hard too. don't disappoint me wor. must take care of urself. [it seems like i've become your nanny] haa.

the person you need is not me. the person that you want is someone else. the person you want to see everyday is not me either. your care is more important to that person. i wished that you are the one who will conquer the world with me, but it looks like now, i will have to conquer the world alone. though i lost a pillar of support and strength, but i know, i can still do it.